chronic catastrophe

havent done this shit in a while

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sick of waiting for you to make ur mind up.

omfg. fuck my life hard. i literally layed in bed all day bleading like a stuck pig crying myself to sleep. i dont understand why little things are so hard. why is it so hard to hold my hand, and tell me things are gonna work out and be ok? why is it so hard to tell me how you really feel, instead of fucking hiding it like a coward? i didnt care in the beginning. but you made me start. you pulled my face closer to kiss me harder and when i pull away, you kiss lm nose, cheek or forehead. you dont do that to your fuckbuddy. you do that to tye girl you care about. or are you kissing my lips and thinking about hers? are you fucking me but picturing her? its not a secret how you feel when you tweet about her. i can read between the lines, cuz i have the same insecurities where i cant tell someone how i feel. i see her texting you, and you answer her 1am calls when your at my house. you did this to me. we started out so good, you were open and honest, and now you’ve completely shut me out. i try so hard to include you in my life, have u meet my friends, and i still havent even been invited to meet anyone you know. im done. my facebook is gone. im not texting u anymore, and u can try and skype me. good luck. what hurts more than anything is how much your not gonna care about any of this and your probably gonna be happy that im pulling away. how quickly i realize this is all meaningless and all the hours spent together were pointless.

99% average in my statistics class..$WΔ6